Rae has mixed feelings about watching herself on TV.

Hi, this is Rae Burton checking in. Well, it’s been an emotional rollercoaster this week, with the TV programme going out. Been a bit nerve-wracking. I didn’t want to watch it; I told myself I wouldn’t watch it. In the end, I managed to watch part of it, and it was so emotional I couldn’t really carry on, because I couldn’t remember doing the singing and the concert, and I couldn’t remember little details and seeing myself doing those things and I didn’t remember doing them. A bit like – I don’t know – being drunk and getting up to all sorts of antics and then being sober the next day and, you know, having a video of what you’ve got up to. It was a bit weird. But, apart from that, life goes on and everything and I just thought – well – I’d share my thoughts.