Rae is frustrated at how quickly she becomes irritated with others.
Rae: Hi, this is Rae Burton checking in.
Well I had a visitor. I’ve had a visitor a couple of times. He came today as well. Nice to see him. Unfortunately I just want to lose my temper and shout and ball and be unreasonable and-and I don’t know why. Why I am not happy to see him? Why-why? I don’t know. Just seem to be all crabby and rubbed up the wrong way. I don’t know why. It’s nothing he does, it’s nothing my brother does at all it’s just they way I am.
I guess I’m so used to my own company that having someone else in just irritates me, I don’t know but it’s good to see him. I mean it’s been months, months since seeing him, but I just get irritated. There we go. I don’t know why but I think it’s maybe because I am glad to see him in a, in a funny sort of way and I’m just sort of overwhelmed with emotion a bit I guess.
If that makes any sense? Probably not, but solitary confinement continues and.. just stretches out in front of you. [unsure] and I don’t fancy being there much either, and my bottom still hurts.
