John says all the help that you get out there wouldnt really matter as you have the loneliness inside yourself that you have to deal with

I have just been sitting here trying to feel positive about this dementia, but then I’m thinking to myself about the future and what lies in store for me, losing your mind cant be a positive thing so I’m wondering how to deal with that on a daily basis, all the help that you get out there , that wouldn’t really matter when you live with the loneliness with in side yourself that you have to deal with.