“It’s like groundhog day every day”. Steve is feeling really worn down by lockdown. This is a very moving diary.

Not done a diary for some time so I am sorry for that. Christmas was weird, like everyone else not really seeing loved ones was really too emotional and so so sad.
My daughter who is five months pregnant was taken into hospital with kidney problems so that was a sorry she was in all over Christmas and only came a few days ago luckily well on the mend.
This new lock down is daunting. It is beginning to wear me down even now after only a couple of days.
It’s like groundhog day every day.
I’m scared to go out after heading the dreadful news.
One in fifty people has the virus, and today another dreadful sad record as over one thousand folk passed away.
I can only hope the vaccine gets to me before the virus does.
I don’t think I would survive another few months without Margaret , she looks after me without her I would go downhill very fast.

Sorry to be a bit gloomy, but that’s how I feel, I just hope things get better for everyone.

Thanks
Steve